here is an old draft from Poetry Recital 2 last semester with member Dewinta Mentari, Dily Maulidya, Sri Rahmawati, and my self.
My Friend, I Plead
I remember the days
We were laughing, holding hands
Together we laid, no lies
Working, teaching, reaching many dreams
Dancing under the moonlight, sitting under the big trees
We wish this will never ends
You are my knight, I keep the light inside
You sang a song for me
And I played music for you
We had so much fun
You are the saviour to my loneliness
Can always party on our own
Turning the dark sky into a thousand lights
And live my life flavours
Had been so many tastes
Together, without any burden outstreching
But then, I saw him, as yours
In the same time, he is just mine, belongs to me
Can I just blame you?
You love him just right after me
I say yes after he said the same to you
My friend, this is
But I was a fool, Everything was dreadful
You grabbed my hand but, I slapped
I was shouthing at your face, you deserve it, you are a fake!
You, dissapointed, cried stared at me; you left,
Thought that everythings come to an end, nightmare!
We were desert, that was disaster
Indeed, I plead I am sorry, my friend, my colours, my flavours
Without you, it is painfu, I am lost,
Would we just stop the pain? Agony?
And let it away along through the rain?
I’ve never thought how I can live without you holding
Spinning around, meaningless, wandering
When I am falling, no one cares and offers a hand
Can’t barely speak, even just simply stand
When I am happy, I wonder you beside me to share, blend
Oh, it’s gloomy, you know
I feel like all alone, and it’s painful!
And I am really, reallysorry, my friend. My love
I wonder if you’ll let me call your name. As the old days of us
My friend, I plead…